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I can't believe that this is real. That it isn't a dream or something out of a movie. I'm really a mom. That's really my baby right there playing so intently and pausing to look up and smile at me every couple of minutes.
It took me awhile to feel like I was really a mom. I felt like I was just playing mommy for a few weeks. It wasn't until someone was holding Evan and he started crying and they gave him to me and he stopped that I felt like a real mom. Suddenly it was like, "I'm the mommy. He knows that I am his mama." Then I knew I was a mama too. :-)
It took me awhile to feel like I was really a mom. I felt like I was just playing mommy for a few weeks. It wasn't until someone was holding Evan and he started crying and they gave him to me and he stopped that I felt like a real mom. Suddenly it was like, "I'm the mommy. He knows that I am his mama." Then I knew I was a mama too. :-)
I totally know what you mean. Even now, 2.5 year later I still am shocked that I am a mum and that the little boy running around chatting away to everybody is my son.
ReplyDeleteChildren are the greatest blessing. I honestly believe for that. I couldn't ask for more in my life then my house to be filled with the laughter of my children.
I have those moments over and over again! When Elaina started school that made me feel really Mommy-ish. When my kids cry and only I can make the tears stop that makes my heart full!!!
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